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I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help.....

Jan. 5, 2006

I know this is dumb, but that dreaded  day is near..errrr anyway..." i wish tha i could hold u now, wish tha i could talk to u, be with u some how , i know ur in a better place, wish tha i could see ur face"---i wish--- i think whas happening to be with my dad is the initial shock is wearing off, which is bad, very bad.....i think i've cried or nearly cried everyday for the last month...i was jus thinking about kelly's song " i wish" and how it was written for his mother who die dlike 5 yrs ago....i have yet to write a poem or anything , i wonder if it'll be tha long for me as well?
Anyway,I've been having a problem getting up in the mornings hehe i guess it's the meds, even tho all i had was 2 sinus pills yesterday, so this morning my alarm goes off i turn it off as sual, then like an hour later it goes off agin so im thinking tha means it's 8 oclock time to get up...but no..it was 6:45 SWEET lol tha meant i had nearly an hour and a hald to go back to sleep, so i didn't set my alarm and plus i kinda figure im gonna get a wake up call anyway...wrong wrong wrong..no biggie..except i didn't wake up til 8:30 lol amazingly i still make it to work on time 8:59 swoo go me , go me....so tonight im in bed by ten, no exceptions

work was coo, this girl comes up to me and is like " how'd u get ur hair to curl up like that?" I'm like it jus does it on it's own when it's nappy" and she's like oh..." it look like u got good hair."
I'm thinking hmm why couldn't it jus be tha i actually do have nice hair lol Not getting paid til the 10th SUCKS major ASS! lol

As u can see i have some total randomn things to discuss, and one of them is the rising number of sexy celebs i'll be back to list them in a bit.
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