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I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help.....

Shit facedDec. 28, 2005

lol i dunno why i chose this as the title of my entry, but whatever...anyway...today was overall a good day, i had to work with a group of very , very bad kids lol but still a good day none the less. I went to the store with tw to return the phone and of course my push over azz got talked into not returning it lol shame..so imma go back tomorrow...i'm giving it another try jus to f ind out the " lil thing" they did to fix it didn't work ..then we went to my fav place applebee's..yayy i ate so much tha i'm still stuffed lol ...

I'm not really looking forward to going to work tomorrow..i dunno wha it is..i jus haven't been feeling it lately and tha sucks, i did miss my kids today though, they're so cute..aww...

Oh i can't leave without writing about this, ..last night was the funniest night i've experienced in quite a long time...two guys showing up( who dun really respect each other much) showing up at the same time...nothing got out of hand, but it was veryyyyyy akward lol

I can't wait for this year to be over, i'm trying so hard to pull out my big guns and be this lil self sufficient person and not let things are stupid people get the best of me..and not stressssssssss over dumb guys as much lol...thas my resolution..isn't tha a shame..to even have a resolution like tha??

Who ever thought that u could actually hate AND love someone all at once? It's a really really bad way to feel towards someone,and im really sad because i'm beginning to feel tha way about someone else, and ughh it like eats away at my inside becuz i still care for these idiots, their feelings and thoughts and opinions still matter to me and i dun like hurting them but why should i care bout their feelings , when it feels like neither really cared bout mine. Love is my best friend and my worst freaking enemy.A thing i'm not sure if i want to come across in 06 or not.
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Untitled CommentJan. 20, 2006
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