Work
; I'm tired...lol work has been coo..stressful, i'm actually getting
along with the girl who wanted to fight me, i found out she's actually
a pretty good teacher and she asks my advice on alot of things. I'm so
worried...i do not want to get STUCK at this job , but anyway.
Friends;, slowly but surely J and i have been hanging out like nothing
ever happened between us...i jus thought about it the other day but at
least she's not as negative to be around. I still have at least one
thing to get her for Christmas, I'm finished for Tw, although i might
go back to wal-mart and pick up this really coo thing tha he better
like lol . K called me the other day, i missed the call but called him
back shortly after, it was a very rushed convo..i was like how u doing,
wha u bene up to..'good" alright, i'll talk to u later. I haven't
spoken to CC since Halloween...and don't really plan on doing so. D has
been down about some stuff, ..we really haven't talked much lately.
Guys; nothing spectacular..i have a thing on Sat ...i've stopped
feeling guilty for seeing other guys...Tw was right why should i feel
guilty when we're apart if i know i did right when we were together?
Especially if it's the guys fault or doing for the split..it's like get
the f*ck over urself...but no ..for some reason when it pertains to me
guys always want to throw a hissy when they see me moving on.
James brought me orange juice and cough drops last night..( i'm kinda
sick) i tried to pay him for it but he wouldn't take my $$$ i really
appreciated it tho cuz i REALLY needed it. It was a gallon and gone
already..actually it was gone by 2 pm( took it to work) he's a really
sweet guy...but i can tell this sex thing will be a problem with
him..he's very hands on..and i haven't even kissed him ..but he'z
always trying to test the waters like last night while hugging he kept
creeping his hands down my back getting close to my butt and i would
pull away a bit and he'd stop. He also kept trying to reach his hands
across my chestr( where yo bra at>?) Dude it's freaking 11;30 at
night, i told u i was in the bed when u called ...wha do u expect lol
BUT i was wearing a turtle neck( yes..i was sleeping in a turtle neck)
So it's jus like hrmm...well im going to go wrap my presents..i still
have to get Tee something and finish up for my mom and Al.
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