Today
was one of the first days that i didn't keep my phone by my side and
constantly check it...i usually am waiting on a text or call ( not from
anyone in particular) or waiting for the chance to text or call
someone( again, not anyone in particular) SO..as I'm pretty busy at
work, one of my co-workers comes down to inform me that i have a
visitor, it turned out to be my mom and my nieve bringing me sum food,
she said," i couldn't reach u on the phone" so at tha moment i checked
my phone...4 missed calls and 3 missed text messages..now usually when
i am waiting around..i get nada! LoL....call from Tw, my mom, James,
and John..i think...text from Judy, D, and Tee...Judy and Tee were both
like,"im bored, talk to me" I'm jus like humm..usually I'M the one
who's bored and needing saving lol...things are looking up ^ ...taking
this job offer has def come with some benefits , but also
somecomplications. I wanna get back to my fitness stuff, but my
schedule doesn't allow much room for exercise..unless i super
sacrafice, which im not ready to do yet. It also means i eat more fast
food or on the go meals now, which also doesn't help in the weight
department. Lately I've been feeling sluggish, and sloppy, and i don't
like that feeling. Oh! I've also got a HUGE pimple on my cheek..dang!
Anyway, i'm finally getting to a point where im not stressing too much
over certain things like im totally fine not having a phone strapped to
my ear right now, or not out somewhere. I'm jus CHILLING getting
ready to set up for tomorrow..and i'm enjoying myself!
On another note, I had a rather interesting convo with Tee today.
He called around 8:20 am, so somehow we get on the subject of older
women being boy crazy, i say, "i;m not boy crazy anymore,i'm chilling
by myself and finally getting to be ok with that, but, all i might do
is let someone escort me to Sam's Christmas party." He goes," oh
yeah, u said i had to meet him" a few words later," well if im free i
can escort u to the party" I'm thinking to myself hmmm, i dun
recall asking him, but instead i jus laugh.
I still haven't
decided wha im gonna do about James, it's a shame too because i've
gotten time to think about it seeing as how his phone is off and he
works from 3- 11 pm so he can't really call and by time he gets off im
heading to bed.....but hum...wha i want to say to him is.." i jus want
someone to hang out with, no sex, no physical anything, kisses,
feelings," but thas not the total truth..i do want someone for more,
just not him..but in the meantime..he's coo to hang out with lol..so i
can't exactly say tha, but i dun wanna lie...but i know if im like," i
jus wanna be friends , then he like ok, and i end up with a boyfriend
or something he gonna be like wtf...but he's a coo guy and i enjoy his
company..so i guess once again, im jus being greedy...lol
Oh yes, Twyon is a very, very, good friend ,a blessing to have in ur life, just thought i'd share that.
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