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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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*crushed*...but hopefully..and to everyone who thinks they know what i'm talking about..TRUST me ..ya don't...=x Anyway.. the family is all gone now..everyone came ova for the feast, we enjoyed fellowship, football, and most importantly FOOD!( my fam loves to eat!)..i told myself i would dress up today, give myself an inner lift..( when ya look good, u feel good) i wore the shortest skirt i could find tha was yet still appropriate for family..and lil button up shirt and mah boots! My uncle said," you looking sexy in tha skirt" i said "im trying to get u a nephew!" lol my fam all thinks im single by choice and tha im jus this lil pimp who likes to have a whole rotation of guys in a way i am, there are guys who are interested, but ya know..YA KNOW..anyway.. I missed someone today, not just because im lonely, but because i actually missed em. I asked him to come over and watch a movie with me, but of course tha not possible. I'm not gonna stay bummed about my current dating status though, i have a lot of faith tha things iwll work out just fine...hmm...im gonna go watch a movie with my fellas..my brother's and my cousins...now tha is something i love doing, it's right up there with being around babies, and cuddling lol ! Speaking of babies my lil two year old cousin followed me around all day today, it was really kinda strange....i mean i couldn't go ANYWHERE without her following, she even ignored her own parents and grandparents when they reached for her....then since the place was so crowded and i needed a palce to sit i stole her sisters chair who is 5 and sat her on my lap, the 2 year old came up and smacked her sister saying,"move" the fight was on...the older sister fell to the ground and the 2 year old motioned to get in my lap...the older sister stayed on the ground and cried,' i wanna sit on lacyyyyyy" i was jus like geezzz...everyone made a big deal out of it lol ..finally i put them BOTH on my lap..while juggling my plate of food and working the remote..( old folks aren't good with modern technology) lol busy day, busy day.... Question: If there is a person or thing standing in the way of something u want do u jus let it out, or do u fight for it? One may think they know wha i mean by this, but they actually have no idea =p | ||
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