My weekend out of town was pretty great, it was jus as my friend said it would be,
" like a movie" hehe i wasn't expecting to feel wha i felt when i got
there, but it was sureal and bittersweet. This whole year has been so
weird. A few weeks before i left D fell outta love with me, but sure
enuff me going to see D was the defining thing tha pushed T
and i over the edge.
Ah...it's so funny, life is so weird, all these weeks i've been trying
to push him away, and now tha i have it kinda sucks? lol but it's
all good, jus one of those things...anyway
My fam down south are
something else. The deceased had 10 kids, 2 of whom NEVER left home and
are now grown, very grown ( past 40 years old). The house was nice on
the inside and kinda rough on the outside. It was completley in the
ghetto, but everyone seemed so at peace with their surroundings.
The hwole ordeal felt like a movie, filled with drama! One of the
grandkids didn't go to the funeral because when her own father died her
aunts wouldn't let her have any of her father's belongings, wouldn't
let her take home any food, wouldn't even let her have a plant from the
funeral. The daughters of the deceased are said to be pretty dern mean
lol and it showed. After the repass and everything we all went back to
the house to eat, well the day before i sat n watched them prepare wha
seemed to be tons of food jus for the ocassion, by time ALL the family
go to the house the daughters said " only get one piece of chicken, one
piece of deer and no ribs" ..wha happened was...the daughters hid the
rest of the food jus for them to disperse it amongst themselves
once all the family left.
We were pretty upset, i mean i was
starved, and the rest of my party was too so we went to
Picadilly's..which also sucked lol. There's so much to discuss, i jus
dun feel like discussing it tho lol anyway i met another someone this
trip and he looked completely different than i thought he would.
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