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I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help.....

EMOTIONALNov. 2, 2005

Two in one, yeahhhhh, it was kinfa strange being at the table with my friends talking bout randomn things and the thing about being emotional came up. I admited to being emotional and J was like" i don't think u are"...thas when it dawned on me that i am completely different with girls than i am with guys. Tw was quick to comment on my emotions and every guy i've ever been close to has agree'd.

I wonder why i'm so different with it comes to the sexes, i def would be happier if at least one man worked at my job? Goodness! And the two guys who have given vibes of kinda digging me tha do come to the job i perk up when they are around, and i have no interest in them, well one of them lol whatsoever.

I relate better to guys, though i get along with girls, i just prefer guys. I prefer to hang out with a group of guys than a group of girls, and it/'s not because we have so much in coomon, in fact i have nothing in common with guys, i'm an extreme girly girl lol but with guys i feel more accepted, maybe it's because girls can be viscious, jealous, catty, immature brats? I dunno....or maybe it's because i like attention and guys def give me attention where as girls don't...well depends on how well i know the girls. Blah

We also discussed people being moody, i am moody, in fact i'm feeling pretty moody right now. But i know why, it's my secret though. Anyway, goodnight journal.

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i can relate....Nov. 4, 2005
i look and act like a thug and all of my homeboys and i have been in lockdown and gangs at one time or another, but i have a secret also. i'm really quite sensitive, dorky, nerdy, and funny but cant show it at all to anyone. thats why i have this blog. its a shame when we even cant put our deepest secrets in this thing. sigh....
peace out and have a wonderful weekend.
C.
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