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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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used to be concerned with us at least staying friends, i used to be
concerned that he'd end up with a girl who didn't deserve him,
but....as of late, i'm finding it easier not to care? I'm a really good
person to have in ya corner, and although he's still saying he
wants to be around and wants us to stay friends with benefits and
doesn't want to stop acting on the 'feelings' we have for each other,
I've decided it's just not worth it..at all. Wsting my precious time and energy wondering and worrying how this person feels, when he knows full well how i feel, maybe thats why it's so hard for him to let me go? How can u let go of someone who u know will do anything for you? Selfish hehe just selfish, wanting to have me , and keep me to himself....but not putting in the time tha i need him to. So im jus like nah, i'm good sorry. Anyway, this is a lonely freaking season and i'm a lil pissed lol....i mean i CAN call up whoever and be like, "hey lets chill" but it's not meningful ..maybe i should jus do it anyway? Nah..why play with someone one's feelings like tha. I'll jus suck it up and be by myself. Going to work, thanks d | ||
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| It really is hard when you want someone and they're not sure if they want you back.
Really takes alot of courage to be alone and except it when you know you could have so many other ppl. Stay strong Love Ya, Passion | |||
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