I've mad a lot of mistakes man, a lot of mistakes this year,A LOT.
iT SEEMS AS THOUGH I'M LOSING MY MIND? I can't make a decision to save
my life...even more so than usual lol shush Tw. Why do people stay in
contact with their ex's? For the friendship, for the comradity? Nah...I
mean in some cases , yes, but for the most part, it's for that small
chance that maybe the opportunity will arise to date again, at least
that's what i think. So ...but that doesn't make sense for me and how
I've been operating with mine...i know it hurts my ex to talk about me
and other guys, even though he does try to be there for me, well he
does listen and has been there, but the core i know it sucks! He even
told me tha eventually he will start to fade out of my life if we dun
end up back together, now for the longest time i've been saying i was
completely over him , so why didn't i jus tell him to go ahead and move
on now?
Man something freaky is happening, today the guy from the cemetary came
out, and my mom finalized the proceedings for the tombstone, she put a
picture of a drum set, and a bible becaus emy dad loved both very much.
Well, my mom is laying in bed, and she keeps hearing this sound like
something playing the drums...it sounds like it is right outside her
window, yet still kinda distant at the same time, we both keep peering
out the window ..but nothing there...eerie!
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