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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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is like the worst season to be without a companion, but i think i'm
finally ready to let mine go. When i think about him, i'm always
confused lol i never know how much to give, how much to hold back, wha
i should or shouldn't say....but when i am with him i feel giddy and
like we are the only two people around....chessy chessy i know.
But..i dunno if it's fair for me to allow myself to have those kind of
feelings for someone who may not deserve them, or who jus isn't
ready for them. I've been very confused for awhile now, but even more so over the last weekend. How can you be so in love with someone and just know they are the person u want to spend forever with then...be completely filled with doubts about them? Who's the person you give ur time , attention, and affection to? The person who is confused and not ready now, or the person who already put u through that but now says they're ready? Or ...neither...? The logical thinker would say go with which one makes u happiest,but ..if they both make u happy on different levels in different ways, but both equally confuse you, then how do u decide? Perhaps the person i should be giving my self to i haven't met yet, or maybe i passed them up , it's all too confusing trying to figure it out. And 'taking it one day at a time' is virtually impossible when everyday feelings grow and expand .... *sigh* Being in love and wanting to be with someone who isn't sure they want to be with u is a very hard situation to be in, I've already been in and through tha and i jus dun think i have the strength to go through it again. Why does love scare guys so much? | ||
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| I think love scares guys so much, cause it seems now all they see, is how much more they get instead of being with one person.
Its been drilled into them basically, that if your with one person then your not experiencing all the things you should. Which in my opinion is stupid. Men tend not to think to much on their own. And no matter what they say, they care about what one another thinks. Its just not the right thing to do if your a guy to find someone to be serious with, especially if your kinda young. And if you do 9 times out of 10 they'll cheat to impress their friends. I think thats why love scares guys so much. Love Ya, Passion | |||
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