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I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help.....

Busy weekendOct. 9, 2005

Chruch was excellent and really hit home for me, it's like i have been shutting my ears to the word when i go to my own church lately, sitting there thinking about "guys", this and that , just everything but God. Anyway, i have to stop that, and today i did. I have to stop going to guys to fill that "void" in my life .

They fill a temporary void, but once something goes wrong with them, i am back miserable =/ and THAT is not the productive , Christian life i want to live. Anyway,...this weekend was busy. Friday i wanted to go see The Gospel with my mom, but she bombed on me, so i ended up at Ihop with Tee.  Tw  and a date were  gonna meet Tee and I at the batting cage but it was too late once everyone got settled down.  Ihop was coo..the waitress really seemed to dislike him lol which was really funny cuz she was being extremly nice to me. Which rubbed him the wrong way lol... After Ihop we came back to my house in which we found a stalker person sitting in their car in front of my house with the car on. Tee insisted on waiting till the person left, but we ended up falling alseep anyway.

Saturday was coo too, My lil cousin interupped my "me' time early in the day by being dropped off and me having to babysit. That evening, I got a quick visit from Tee, and  5 of my aunts were over to discuss some family matters. That night i went to Tw's house for a b-day party, which was nice, his family was really warm and welcoming, and then to another party at a club which had a nice blend of new and old school.

Today, Sunday...was my nephew's baptism, and my aunt had a suprise b-day party.
It's still early so i'm going to prolly spend the evening, chatting on the phone, which i'm doing now anyway.
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The RoadOct. 10, 2005
Sounds like you are on the right track! Just rememeber that you are doing a good job and this is the only chance we get to so the right thing. No one is perfect (or we wouldn't be here). God knows your heart and yes there are tough times, but that's when we must turn to him the most. I think it is really great what you are doing with your freind (read it in taylor's blog). There should be more friends out there like you!

God Bless!
Posted by CareFree

Untitled CommentOct. 10, 2005
Aww, that's really sweet, thank you =)
Posted by MzGuided

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