To
ensure that i don't text and talk to him ALL day i left my cell phone
upstairs with the volume completely off!. That's right we can't expect
to just go back to being friends without changing our dynamic a bit.
That was the problem dak and i had. Too much togetherness after the
break -up, too close. Anyway, when i got up this morning there
was a text from Tee asking how i slept. It kinda stung a lil bit, made
it hard for me to distance myself, i returned that text , told him i
slept well and told him i hope he has a good day at work. He replied
with a hug and said he hopes i keep texting him today. I didn't
respond, well at least for a hour i didn't. At 10 i told him i needed
to see a play, haven't seen one in ahwile. He responded back by telling
me he hasn't either and to hit him up when one comes. I felt bad but i
didnt bring it up to invite him to a play, i was really jus making
convo, so i told him tha and then told said tha he and one of the
monkeys we saw at the zoo will have cute kids!( kinda inside joke--we
love to tease each other ) He then responded by saying a joke
about me, and i left it at that.
His show comes on today, i still have to remind him to watch it, ( i
dunno how he always forgets ??) But thas pretty much all the talking i
want to do. Anyway, time to throw myself into my work and forget about
guys for awhile ! It's still hard for me not to think about all the
sweet, romantic gestures and things he did and said . All the places we
went, and all the feelings i felt, without thinking "how did i let this
happen?" It's the Dakota situation all over again. Me giving my all to
something jus for it to come back and slap me in the face. LoL oh well
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