I
think i did the right thing! I stepped away from my friend because she
was basically self loathing and was bringing me down emotionally
i stepped away because i wanted her to get help for herself and be more
positive...and low and behold she was the person who helped me the most
in this Kory situation. "Give it to God" only he can mend a broken
heart, worrying about it will only consume you...(which it did lol) and
those 2 ppl were about to make me into someone i would never want to
be, a person capable of hate. I've already gone through nearly hating
someone twice this year, and i'm still working on not hating Anna, tho
it's so hard because she's such a bad person in my eyes, and for once
it has nothing to do with dakota and his past with her, it just has to
do with her. To me she is not a good person, friend, or even
girlfriend. I find it hard to believe a person can be a bad friend and
a good girlfriend because they both are one in the same....you're
either good at relationships or your not. And trust me a friendship is
a relationship. And plus when she had a boyfriend she was screwing all
these other guys, so how exactly does that make one a good
girlfriend, with the lies, and cheating? Oh i guess that all gets
replaced by frequent sex and sweet surprises...lol someone needs
to know the difference between a good girlfriend and a ho trying to be
a housewife..but lol that's another story.
Anyway, yes, Judy
is changing anf for the best, i think stepping back from her was the
best thing i could have ever done! She is more positive and trying to
"look on the bright side" her advice is helpful..and the tone of her
voice isn't depressing. I told her that i will always be here for her,
but i was not gonna let her drag me down with her! And the fear of
losing me forever was enough for her to seek help..that's not to sound
stuck on myself, thas real!
Yay---i'm gonna get my friend back!
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