I've
been doing a lot of writing today, last night at K's house i tried to
write a love poem , it came out all choppy and messed up..so i didn't
bother finish...as i was writing i tried to think of Tee to
inspire me, then it dawned on me..I've never needed inspiring to write
any type of poem! I can free write about a boiled egg right now! But
ahh....that was kind of upsetting, what does it mean? Does it even mean
anything? I want to be in love and have a boyfriend ! Maybe...i'm just
trying to force it lol....I do really really really like Tee though, i
mean when i am with him i am genuinely happy. He makes me feel special,
and makes other ppl take notice. Other ppl are happy for my happyness!
The right feelings are there, I'm just not sure why they are, or if im just creating these doubts? i'LL FINISH this later.
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