Woo
, this girl has always been a character! A user, a schemer, a gold
digger, a tease ( to Guys) , but a cool person to kick it with? How can
that be? What i mean is, she's always been the kind of person you don't
feel you can completely trust. But she is always willing to go out and
have fun, she's never negative, and she won't pull you down
emotionally...UNLESS..(I'll get into that later) A nice person , and
could actually be a really good friend.It's just she focuses on herself
so much that it gets in the way of her ability to see and notice how
anyone else may be feeling.
She and Judy were God-Sisters and we all used to kick it. After a few
years Judy stopped coming around, said she couldn't be around Crista
anymore, I UNDERSTOOD why, just always thought it was a lil extreme,but
yeah. So it became me, crystal, and crista...the "golden girls"
we all liked watching that show lol..anyway, she always had this crazy
boyfriend Chris who me and crystal pretty much couldn't stand lol
..but she loved him, and so we tolerated him.
Anyway,...i continued to hang with her, but during my whole sickness
thing, she pretty much did like crystal....oh imma come to ur doctor
appointments, and blah blah blah..now to her credit she did ask her mom
medical questions and did give me real details on good ways to lose
weight. I knew and could tell she cared ..really truly cared
about what i was going through..it just that nothing can come before
christa and her needs ..NOTHING.. . the night before my surgery she
called me up to tell her and crystal were going out of town visit
sum guy she re-connected with from her church...when i first heard this
i was thinking WTF..but i ignored it. Going of of town right before my
brain surgery? Wha happened to oh 'we're gonna be there with u" ..the
only thing was...i wasn't having brain surgery..she just got her stuff
mixed up and got it all wrong, but the point was she THOUGHT i was and
still planned to go out of town..which..could have waited to my brain
surgery was over, but ahh who am i judge righ?
Also I always wanted to talk to her about what i was
feeling in regards to crystal, but crista was always closer to crystal
than she was to me, so i knew that whatever i said would go right back
to crystal.
Crista is the kind of person who your either
gonna LOVE or ur gonna HATE....she really does have a lot of good
qualities, but her seflishness and self asorbed ways makes it hard to
see those good things. I am not saying i hate christa, but i am saying
she makes me really mad sometimes lol I am not like judy tho to where
if i see her i'm gonna pretend i don't and keep walking..no...she's
cool, just has some serious issues. But it doesn't matter, it seems
that no matter what i say or how i say it, im gonna come off as the bad
person .
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