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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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I am super pissed today ! I have been watching my 4 yeard old niece, and 4 month old nephew EVERYDAY(sometimes overnight) since my nephew was born. I've basically been a damn house wife , cooking, cleaning, watching the kids, to someone else family!....But of course, this si my older brother who I've never been able to turn down, so i never say anything. Sometimes my brother is here with us, but STILL expects me to cater to his kids, which i do! Recently...we decided they would pay me $100 a week to watch them, and my brother said he would pay me back pay for all the weeks I've watched them before. So anway, my niece starts school september 9, maybe the 7th..she'll be getting out at 12 noon, and i will be the one picking her up everyday(damn!) I'm in the process of starting a business and my mother is pressuring me everyday--"when is it gonna be up and running?" So i'm like ok, watching these kids( did i mention how high strung my niece is) will take lots of time away from my business ) over the wedding weekend , my sis n law makes the comment," ya'll gonna be having activities n stuff for the kids to do? going on field trips and stuff?' she was speaking to me, but mainly speaking in general to the other women around. I hear this and I think hmm no, thas not what we'll be doing, I'm just babysitting! Letting them stay here, while ya'll go to work lmao..wtf...so anyway today i write up this document/contract. It states that," I am not a teacher" ..an djust speaks on what i will be doing and won't be doing, why they have to pay as opposed to me doing it for free, and gave them a comparisng of my prices compared to a typical daycare center. I ask my mother to read it and she gets pissed," that's too harsh, he's your brother, don't be mean" WTF! don't be mean? EXCUSE ME? first of all..nothing in it was mean, it was a professional document...SECOND WTF have u been this whole time that they were SUPPOSED to be paying me, but instead sneaking off and leaving th ekids overnight...even when i have FLIPPING company....wtf where u then mother? Don't be mean...everyday it's the same. My brother comes, stays for awhile, then he and my younger brother go riding off somewhere. My mother sits at her desk doing her work, and i'm left with the kids, the house work, and my own work to do. NOBODY offers a helping hand to me with anything! So WHO THE F*CK is being mean....these are NOT my kids, but i feel like a struggling single mother! And i'm being mean by making sure they are aware before they even START to pay that i am just babysitting, so they don't feel cheated???F*CK THAT.... | ||
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