Come Vibe With Me ..... - Me and Tee part two...

If anyone knows where my friend L workes then you'd know why a single girl would visit all the time..lol men ..everywhere, in every department, but tha wasn't really why i went, i went cuz i had no..life! And it was only like a 5 min drive...but neway...the next time i went to visit the job she was like my friend Tee the one from lunch said for u to give him a hug in a trench coat. I totally didn't get it, but, i was jus like uh..ok...and everytime after that she'd say the same thing. The next month was the Christmas party at her job, by that time i had already established friendships with a few guys there, D,D,another guy who's name i have forgotten lol =/ and Tee..so of course i was ready for the party ! Unforntunately all those guys acted like they barely knew who i was, i later find out was because they had their wives or girlfriends with them! That was coo...wasn't like i was dating any of em, just general flirting whenever i came into the store. But DN was the one who told all the guys there they had to see L's friend, had to see how cute she is...and D was the one always told the nasty jokes...Tee was the one who didn't hang with the others...kinda kept to himself, except for with the girls. i didn't talk to Tee jus he and I, anytime i saw him it was in passing at the store...but ironically he was the only one of those guys who9 came over and sat with us at the party. After he visited for awhile, i thought he was gone, but he was actually standing behind me, and from L's words, starring down at me. For some reason I still didn't think much of it..or him, at least not on that level. I guess it eeally wasn't til late january that i started the visits. One day, i was visiting L and her desk was boring so i took a walk and ende dup at Tee's station...

i sat on the stool and talked to him for hours, talked so long it was time for the store to close. That was the first of many many visits, each lasting hours, one hour being the minimum. We talked about EVERYTHING, i told him i was recently out of a realtionship, then he told me he was still in one. we didn't really flirt, we just talked. By feb(maybe march), we exchanged email addy's and shortly after phone numbers. I remained stern though, i didn't talk to him too late into the evening, i didn't even wanna exchange numbers seeing how he had a girlfriend. I know for sure it was march tha we started falling asleep on the phone together. It wasn't on purpose..just happened. During tha this whole time i was "losing feelings" for reasons completely outside of Tee..we will not go into that. But my mid march by dad died and i realized i did still have those feelings for D. We began talking more, but ..i had a feeling....things erupted again...and i continued talking to Tee. My visits at the store was starting to create a buzz...ppl were beginning to raise eyebrows..especially D who everytime he saw me pointe dme in the direction of
"his boy" this is also around the time that Tee, L, and I began hanging out, going to movies, meeting up at restaurants, and just kicking it at my house....it was fun..three friends.....By May... things were changing for D, he began acting "differently" more loving and affectionate towards me...it caught me off guard, but i went with it... Mid may....L began acting odd when we all hung out.

Later into May i began to wonder how Tee really felt for me. He was acting the same, but different, i don't recall when Tee and his girl broke up...i know things were bad for them for awhile, but ...i really can't remember when they split for good though..neway...he started being mad @ me for hanging out with other guys, he claimed because these guys were " whack" ..which they were lol but i wondered if it were more than that. But Tee remained stern that he was just being a good friend. On one of my visits he grabbed the bottom of my shirt and pulled me into him. I was stunned, thas when my suspicions really began to grow. By LATE MAY we were supposed to go to the movies just us. I waited and waited..but he never showed up. I was TICKED off.. lol but i let it go, i decided i was gonna keep doing wha i was doing, and tha was haning out with other guys...at least THEY had time for me. He always commented on it though, and said things like, "dang lacy u a pimp" By this time i had lost 20 lbs from the time tha we first start hanging out, and getting more attention from guys..right in front of him, which obviously annoyed him..but still he was doing or saying anything any different. It was also by that time tha i mentioned to him i kinda liked him, but he had yet to act or comment...so i continued doing my own thing. It was somewhere in June that D and i began dating again, i made it clear tha it was not to be serious though, and i dated D and it was fun.

By June 22, D and i made it official, but it didn't work out. I had always made plans to spend my b-day with K and the olf gang, but tha didnt work out so i made plans for six flags tee and L instead.iRONICALLY Tee and i werent talking much, he stopped calling, and barely emailing. Infact i emaled him a like a week before june 22 to tell him i jus got some horrible news from d and prolly wouldnt be the same, tha was the first email between us in awhile. I think Tee just got fed up with me and told himself he was gonna distance himself from me , which i thought was dumb cuz it wasn't like i never told him how i felt but neway, the week before i went to washington (which was also about a week before i accepted D's offer ) i emailed tee again, and told him everything as clear as i could....i told him i used to think about us and what us to be the type of friends who kiss..but without a title..no strings, no relationships...it was jus like tha, and tha whole week, he didn't respond or get back with me. So the day before i left for my trip i accepted D's offer and we got back together =) I was happy about it, and it wasn't like well i'll settle for D since i couldn't have Tee...i wanted to get the last "wild oak" out before i got back in the realtionship that i thought would be my last.....

As soon as i got home from my trip. Tee called, we talked for awhile, then had to go and got on yahoo. It was there that he told me he felt the same. We already planned to hang for my b-day, so that wasn't going to change, but i was with D and that wasn't going to change either..it was i thought..a case of too little too late...but as everyone knows..shortly after...my relationship with D kinda fell through, and thus began this thing of Tee and I.