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I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help.....

Morning to myself. yeahhh!Aug. 22, 2005

This morning i woke up feeling kind of out of it. Jumped in the shower and made some breakfast. Last night Dave requested that I join him on his ride back to school by way of the phone, which was fine by me. Last night, I sat back and thought about how much i truly love my family. Of course they get on my nerves lol, but we have such a good time when we all get together. Yesterday was part two of the after party lol , everyone came to our house
( why is our house always the gathering place? Hmm i always wonder tha..but nehow) We had a FULL house, most of the wedding party, brides mom, the pianist and two members of his family. All my aunts and uncles on my mom's side...and of course..the bride, groom and their kids =)

Everyone gathered around to watch them open their wedding gifts(wow-they got some very nice gifts) I filmed it, and then we all headed downstairs to watch the tape of the wedding, which was nice, but i was right, i looked huge =/ (Oddly...as i was walking down the aile, the best man asked my bro who i was, "she's cute, who is that?OH! That's Lacy, my bad man" LMAO ..wtf, I've known him forever, and he picks the time i feel  ugly tha he finds me attractive? HmMMm it was very very nice to hear though,it made me feel so much better lol...but neway..then we watched  duce bigalow and laughed and  joked around. Everyone left around 10:30 or so and  we'll be doin it again in a few weeks for labor day....

When i think about how much fun i have with my family it makes it hard for me to believe that there was a time i was so easily going to give it all up for love.


Wow...i think i need to make a new post for this subject..."love"
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