I
got to say funny phrases all night hehe i felt all hip and cool. At the
reception my cousin ca,e ot me about oging out. I have another f.
cousin in from out of town so i asked her if she wanted to go out as
well, then i discovered that everyone was going out with my cousin Jeff
and his wife,so i was like ok we'll jus go with ya'll. So when ppl
called and asked wha i was doing i was like well u know, after the
party, it's the after party ..lol i KNOW i'm a dork right, but neway..I
invited Tw i felt bad tha he couldnt go to the reception, and
apparently everyone thought he was my man and kept asking him all these
crazy questions. I guess i should have told them before hand--but ahh
so it's me, my two cousins, two of my uncles, two of my aunts, jeff and
his wife, and the bride and groom =) We had funnn, the place was nice,
a restuarant with a live jazz band....i wanted to go there onmy b-day
actually but didnt get around to it.
I have a very pretty
family, and i figured tha Tw might of had interest in one of my
cousins, i thought it was the one from out of town, but turns out it
was the other...i dun mind them hanging out like that, infact i think
it would be cute. She jus got her heart broken though, so i think she a
lil boy crazy right now.
I didn't hang with Tee at all this
weekend....i mean he kinda upset me thursday? Possibly Tues...i dunno
wha day it was but he said something tha made me feel like he
didn't see a real future for us and i'm jus like thinking to
myself, we spending all this time together, and being all wrapped up in
each other, i dun wanna like fall in love with u if u dun think we
gonna last lol ..so i kinda pumped my brakes a lil bit...and then in
doing so i wondered if it was dreadfully obvious.I'm very very
affectionate with somone who im reallly into. And when im with or
talking to u on the phone im gonna be saying or doing affectionate
things, i can't help it lol ...so even though we talked i wasn't being
my "usual self" I wasn't all like " aww baby" this or "gimme sum
hugs, or kisses" jus general conversation ...and i
think tha throws guys off..and it's not like i do it on purpose,
it jus a natural thing for me like hmm this guy is NOT my world, and i
not gonna act like he is either =/
Anyway, i been writing this thing all day, jus kept saving it as a draft, started @ like 12 pm, and jus now ending @ 10:37
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