Ahhh....
Talking to ym cousin today i kinda made a startling discovery...I dun
wish to disclose what it was right here, right now, but ....all i will
say is, I have no female friends =( I was right about CC they make me
feel uncomfortable, they do things behindmy bac as far as sleeping
around with guys i have or previously had interest in, even dated....
they do all this stuff..and then even after i come back and try to work
it out, they still blow me off.
Males, i really have no male
friends who don't either presently or previously have had some type of
romantic feelings for me. It's akward as heck talking to them about
other guys even thoug majority of them don't act jealous or
uncomfortable.
In hine(sp?) sight everyone knows I don't
mind hanging out with a bunch of guys, but...uh, i dunno it jus
different to not even have the option to hang with female friends.
I have 3 pretty good friends right now, of course their males, but i
don't even have a gal pal to go to the mall with lol...thas so
pathetic. But, then again, girls can be pretty nasty, so maybe this is
a blessing in disguise. Oh well....
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