Insecure.....such
a nuisance. I haven't felt insecure in a long time. But lately my
height has beeen driving me crazy....5'7...my favorite actress in the
world is 5'7.. which i realiZe is tall for a girl. The average is about
5'4 righ? My question is i know i can't make myself shrink lol so how
do i get back to being comfortable @ 5'7. With heels I'm *gasp*
5'9...which is still not THAT bad..it's just that the *new* average
height of the men and guys in st. louis is like 5'7 lol ...so that
means that in a large group of people i am one of the tallest people,
ALWAYS..and tha sucks, it makes me feel so huge like a big bear or
something =/ I guess that's why i'm so comfortable dating larger framed
guys. So all this time, most of my guy friends are larget guys , if not
in height, in weight, not fat per say, but "thick" , husky, or even
muscular...just not tiny tots...and i like that.
But i've dated the thinnest guy in the world, he had to be lol he
was 6'4 and like 100 lbs if that..and that was fine too...but
nowwwwwwwwwww, i'm dating a guy who is 5'6 with a pretty small frame,
hey maybe i'm 5'6 too because we're the same height lol but neway, i've
been feeling so insecure about my height lately, i think it's just
because i've got all this body ( not exactly a good thing) that it
makes me feel extra large, even though everytime we go out guys are
always starring at me, even guys who are smaller than him, like last
night , this guy who had to be like 5'4 himself kept looking at me like
he was going to step to me right in front of Tee, and then had the
nerve to start singing,
" you the one girl" by cee-lo.
But thas how it is, short guys are attracted to me, tall guys usually
are attracted to short girls lol opposites attract? But I'm not
complaining .
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