Today
my father would have turned 54? So young, his mother only lived to 52,
...sad. It was hard today, not thinking about him. Last year at this
time i threw him his first EVER birthday party-which was a suprise for
him. He loved it, he stepped through the door and did a jig, just like
the old days before he got sick. He beamed with joy and was so
happy to celebrate with all of us, everyone came, and i was so happy to
see his excitement . He went through 53 years with no birthday
celebration at all , and at least his last birthday , i'm so
happy it was one of the best!
I'm ignoring love and emotions right now. I'm feeling poetic today , so
what shall i write about, hmm , let's see, i wrote about a humming bird
a few weeks ago. Blah, i dun feel like writing either lol.
I made a mixed rap cd today composed of old songs i've always
enjoyed, but the dumb thing messed up and wouldn't copy all the
songs, tha sucked. Hmm why am i trying to force an entry out,
I've made all my other recent entries private.
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