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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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It's
hard to completely walk away. I hate the feeling like i am just giving
up, or just that i don't care enough to give it another
try. I've been giving it so many tries =/ even at times when i
wasn't supposed to be...just hanging in there, waiting to see what
happens,where it goes. But it's been like through all the mistakes on
both our parts, i know we both 'wanted' it to work. I just don't like
the idea of you not being able to be happy just being with me...unless
things on ur end are going well. I wanted us to be a team..not seperate entities *sigh* it's so hard when the person u love doesn't feel comfortable talking to u, or being with u...like they're just not happy..it sucks..cuz im all about pleasing, let me make u happy baby..let me ..do something...anything..lol but...oh well. When we are together ur happiest when ur not with me, so i guess we shouldn't be together in the first place. | ||
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