So, my previous journal entry was a lil hasty. Maybe it's true, maybe i am dramatic. Ahhhhh i can't wrap my thoughts around my feelings sounds strange righ? lol  I just don't understand why i can't simplify this. I have ended a relationship, am i in shock from it, why doesn't it hurt more? Maybe cuz i saw it coming ?  Maybe cuz it hasn't been the same with D for awhile now, the p***ion hasn't been there, at least on his end ...so i dunno...it hurt so bad before, it hurt when i learned of things between he and that chic, so why not now? I am just angry now, angry that this keeps happening to me. Falling for the wrong guys, good guys, just wrong for me.

That brings me to Tee....have i already gone to far to take a step back? Prolly, but then again, i don't want to step back, I enjoy it so much .

DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT?

The question I ask myself, yes....yes i do lol  i enjoy Tee,