I watched the video of my fathers funeral today, and of course it was sad, but it put a lot of things into prospective for me. At the end my pastor gave my brothers and i and personalized message : and mine was like warning me about my charm, AND the people i hang around. Watch ur friends, and watch the man the devils sends. OUCH! Well everything Bishop said was right on the mark, unfortunantely, i had to learn it all the hard way.

Shall i name names? Nah lol ..but i cried over ruined friendships the majority of 2006. . In the beginning of 06 my life was filled with so much lonelyness, i cried so much because i "lost all my friends" but they weren't my friends in the first place.  Instead of crying i now rejoice, they were burndens to my life and i am much better off without them, all of them .

I had the biggest heartbreak of my life this year. I spent a lot of time crying over that too. I have loved only two men in my life and they both broke my heart. For awhile it crushed my spirits, i felt betrayed by love and even worse afraid that love was my enemy and i began to curse love. But now, i embrace it. I've learned so much from both experiences, im a much better person because of everything i went through this year.

I began a total transformation at the end of 06 , I'm very excited to begin 2007. It will be a tough battle, but i'm very determined to reach the level of prosperity God has ordained for my life.

To all the people who hurt me in 06, i forgive you, i love you, and  wish the best for ur lives~