This
has been a bad month for me as far as friendship goes. I've had to go
off on half on CC and tell the other how bad ppl talked behind her
back. I dismissed K, and rethinking the motives of L.
C2 called me up and asked for K's number, i asked what for and she said
she thought she left a blnekt in his car. I was already thinking WTF?
But, i ignored it, she was unaware that i knew they'd spent the
day before together at the fair. However, when i did confront her about
the blatant lie, she STILL didn't get or understand the point. If she
didn't think she was doing anything wrong, then she should have told
the truth when i asked why she wanted his number.
A complex, i think thas wha a lot of my friends have. They want what i
have, or just want to prove to themselves that they can get it.
I'm still searching, and in complete dismay about L. Another blatant
lie, " he said he wanted it to be just me and him and a bunch of other
people" that doesn't even make sense....
And C1...just SO much has happened over the years, a person who doesn't
even realize the error of her ways..that is not until it's too late.
DISTANCE....
I just need to get a pretty good break from all of these ppl.I
shouldn't be dependant on anyone, and if a person KNOWS you are
dependant on them then they KNOW they can use that as leverage.
If a person will take you anywhere, and buy you anything but act crazy
jealous and posessive if you go or show interest in anyone else, one
has to stop and ask themself, hmm what are the REAL motives in this
person being so 'good" to me.
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