life....

It's ironic..i've been wanting to post about Karma for 2 days, but one of my friends beat me to it! lol Anyway, lately i've been feeling guilt about dating/talking to people i dun really see any potential in . Some ppl said," as long as u tell them then its not leading em on"..BUT....it always is! If u know someone likes u and u continue to spend time with them, and let them spoil u...IT IS LEADING THEM ON...and it will COME back on you in some way shape or form.

My last dating experience i got BENT OVA AND F*KKED badly..not screwed ..but f*cked! lol but ...putting things in prospective that was my pay back from ALL the years of USING dudes...yes using...just having someone around so i wouldn't feel alone, so i could go out and have fun, so i could have someone to talk to...not fo rmoney..nevah for tha...not for sex ( but wha guy would complain about tha?lol)So i finally meet someone i actually wanna be with and bam KARMA shows her stanking azz up lol blah blah blah...

Well...im pretty much over tha situation..i mean EVERYTHING happens for a reason and it for sure helped me to stop allowing guys to fall in love with me who i KNOW i have no interest in. Sometimes u gotta be on the recieving end of things to REALLY GET IT...

Guys think that girls dun know wha they want, but guys ur just as guilty. I've seen it SO many times. A guy will have a girl who is down for him mentally and physically, but he'll pick the ho over her anyday. WHY? Lack of maturity. Guys who pcik girls like that are still little boys at heart. Going for the danger  element .....put cry when that ho plays them ! lol

If ur a person like me who was constantly making those kinda mistakes, maybe its time to re-evaluate ur thinking. Jus wtf do i NEED as opposed to wha i want from my mate......and as always keep God first and i promise he will help u get  everything in order!

~IT'S TIME TO GROW UP PEOPLE~