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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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Sometimes i see couple or families and think about how happy they seem...and wonder when im going to have it...and every now and then...i get to talk to some of these "perfect" ppl and see tha the pretty picture is just hiding the uglyness underneath...lol if tha makes sense
I talked to someone i really love today, someone i've very proud of, ( doing big things in their life) and some of the stuff they told me just shocked me...i woulda never guessed it. "Sometimes i cry for no reason at all" .....when they said tha i thought i was reading a line right out of the book of MY life... the funny thing about this person saying tha is even with all they've achieved...they still feel that way.....and sometimes i feel like ive achieved nothing...life is just funny sometimes. | ||
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| i guess it not about what we achieved.. it is more about if what we achieved is really what we want..when we see other people have for what we long for we think they should be happy but we almost forget that may be they want something different. all my friends say that i am quite successful in life and have everything i need and should feel happy :)
but i am not and i am also crying only that i know the reasons... | |||
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