Not the one i shared my thoughts with, not u

not the one i confided in as my friend, not u

Not the one who said that i was special and deserved the best

The one i gave my heart and my body to, whom in love i was supposed to rest

finally put away the notion that  love was not for me, and in the wake of all the glitter and gold i did not see

you for who u are, the wolf in sheep clothing, just waiting and watching for all the molding

surrounding my heart to crumble so u can have ur chance

to steal away my joy, stealing away my purity and all at a glance

it's so funny how a friend becomes a foe, and all the time i  knew it, but  couldn't make myself go

leave u alone, walk away, all the things i kept hearing myself say

Lacy why are u staying here, he barely makes u feel happy

or is it in this boy ur looking for a daddy

figure, someone to play that role, to be there to console

to tuck u in a night, whisk away ur frights

why did it take u so long to seperate the two

that he is him, and ur daddy is gone, but his spirit lives with u

so no going out looking to guys to fill that hole in ur heart from ur daddy's depart

if u love God and urself, and forget yet forgive that one u thought would make it all alright

then maybe one day u won't have to cry, and a poem like this u wont need for another guy

You'll have the wisdom and grace to lead a fulfilling life, with no shame, no hiding ur face

So look to God for all your glory, and to yourself for a better story.