let go, let it burn

I never dreamed or imagined it would end like this. That'd i'd be the one begging to be kissed. In all my years of feeling lonely, u came along and knew how to console me. I was trapped, and scared , wondering how when or where u'd hurt me, cuz i knew it'd come, u told me i was paranoid, but i just felt dumb. Friend or foe, i really don't know.Tearz and sorrow, no longer as virgin, how could i let go? Shame and frustrastion, i told you so! This isn't real, my heart my best friend did not just kill, but nah it is true, u can't blame him when ur the fool. Live and learn, let it go, let it burn.