I'm going out of town tomorrow morning  and because i'm not part of that i~pod club yet i'm getting my cd's together! lol...but uhh im boredddddd....sometimes i dun know if i can do this..(this being) not going out and kicking it as much. Guys hit me up on a regular ( and i appreciate that) but if there's nothing there( no spark, no chemistry, no attraction) then there's no real point of me continuing to hang out with them...well at least that's my new look on life lol. I dun wanna waste my time or anyone else's, and i dun wanna lead anyone on or vice versa....but....sometimes ( like now) it gets real boring!

It's for the best though( i guess? lol) Someone once told me that my life needed to be clear  of all the baggage and pile ups for when that special someone does show up, i'll be ready. BUT...my mindset was always, " if i tell them i dun want anything, but hang out with them anyway, it's their fault if they get the wrong idea..cuz HEY I TOLD EM!" lol but thas really wrong n kinda selfish( unless the other person isn't attracted to u either Regardless of how boring waiting for the "right" guy can be....i like my new outlook on life. Business first,i got so much to do in life! A few female friends to kick it with  & pass time would help, but hey i dun h ave any =/

UHM ANYWAY

My roadtrip SHOULD be fun. It'll jus be nice to get away for awhile...see sum new thingz, meet sum new ppl.

~ UpDates..( like anyone actually keeps up with me lol)

My co`worker? Still crazy lol  work was much better today... but like i said, i'm ready for this trip and a chance to get away for awhile.

I still read my Bible daily, and find it very satisfying and comforting

SuMThing to leave u with....

'I'm notorious for being a suPa flirt...but lately i've noticed a suttle change within myself...( i dun know if i like it?? lol)

LaStly...

I think i really hurt my shoulder muscles, it's beyond just being sore, it just doesn't feel right at all =/