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I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help.....

Devil meant it for my bad...but God made it for my goodMay. 23, 2006

NEVER GIVE UP!

This has been a trying time for me, both mentally and spiritually.Mentally i've had to face tough challenges in my personal life. AGAIN---i got stabbed in the back for someone i cared for. And by people whom i barely know. Spiritually---I've had to go to God on how to deal with these setbacks, and not get discouraged in the process.

With the friend I'm reffering to, I decided the only thing for me to do is let it go....my co-worker, i can't just "let go" and i'm not going to go anywhere either lol I'm a good worker, and everyone ELSE knows it.

I'm not gonna leave the job, but i did leave worrying about those things alone. And just like that....my enemy became my 

" step stool.."

SHE wanted to paint me as lazy, so her aunt( the boss) would trade me for the girl SHE is obsessed with( wherever the other girl is, SHE wants to be, whatever the other girl is doing SHE wants to do) Lately that girl has been noticing some bad traits in my co-worker, she addressed the things with her and all seemed well.

UNTIL TODAY,  the other girl was in a normal mood when SHE snapped at her, and all HECK broke lose lol....just like that....4 girls were discussing my co-workers nasty attitude, and negative ways. It even got so bad that 2 of them gave her the silent treatment.

I dunno why, but i felt bad for her, and talked to her anyway. In the classroom of 3 other woman, I, the one she ste out to make a fool of was the only person there for her when everyone else shut her out.

I wonder how she felt?I doubt she felt any remorse for how she treated me...the only person she ever cared about making an impression on was the very person who turned her back on her.

Funny how that always seems to happen.

In further wonderful news, my brother told me he wanted to

"turn his life around" in Christ. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOO, God is good.

 

 

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