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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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Why are u stilll lying? LoL
Anyway,
I've been doing great! LoL But oh MAN, i've had some t.r.i.a.l.s..and YESTERDAY i was feeling very lonely , which led to me feeling vunerable. My head was hurting( i haven't had a bad headache in months! I felt like i was cramping and im not even on my cycle, i felt so BLAHzay, and when one of my current suitors called me tha morning his words were sounding so good that even though i'm not intereste din him romantically i almost gave in.....
I know it's weird, but ppl really dun understand how dependant i'd beocme on love or affection from a man and for me to walk away from someone i had grown so attached to and was so sprung on( yes i can admit it ) lol WITHOUT running to the arms of another man is a biiiiiiiiiiig accomplishment for me...
and so now that my mind is free from stressing over guys and love.... i want to HELP otherz( no, not just with guyz) with everything. I'm a great listenerrrrrrrrrr, so if anyone out there ever needs someone to just talk to or someone to PRAY for them, please, please, please, contact me. I LOVE my God and believe i only got this far because of my relationship with him, BUT i'm not a Bible pusher, so when i say TALK i mean talk about ANY and EVERYthing.
Emaillllll me @ MzLacypoo@yahoo.com
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