Today I am angry, sad and a lil disgruntled. It's the worse feelings because it kinda takes over me. I am not in the mood to praise, yet alone pray. I am not in the mood to read the word, i am not in the mood to talk to anyone, i am not in the mood to go out...I am just like ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!!...a feeling that only be described with question marks and exclamation marks lol FORCE is a strong word lol so i figure i will force myself to do  the things i normally long to do,( pray, praise & read) It's the only right thing to do lol this measley little feeling alone will not detour me and my journey/mission. If i have to go to bed early to avoid going off on people  then so be it lol. I turned my Bible right to Psalms 31, which truly blessed me and really hit home.

I need to iron my clothes, but i really don't feel like it lol..it's like preparing for work makes morning come sooner , in which i'll be off to work lol. Im gonna write a letter now, i'll be back...