The more High School goes on, the more I realize that people's lives would go so much better without me...

The past week has sucked just like so many before it...

First off, one of my friends has changed for the worst ever since that godforsaken band trip to Showcase. She's found herself better and "higher" in society than the rest of us mere peasants... oh, sure, she still hangs out with us, but all of a sudden she believes she is much more "mature" and special than the rest of us can ever be... heh... mature my ass...

Secondly, oh, how the mighty have fallen... AoiHi and John broke up... how the hell that happened is beyond me... I seriously thought they would stick it out together...

Which brings out the third point... Another relationship can now form from that said break-up, and one that is definately not deserved by one of the significant others...

Which now brings us to the fourth "wonderful" point... If that relationship forms, another person can become heart-broken...

And yes, I know everything that's going on, which sucks, because it sucks to be in the middle...

Fifthly (if there's such a word...), I've become what I swore I would never become... A depressed, jealous girlfriend... Bum, bum, bum...

Stupidly, I believe that I am only Brock's girlfriend to make 1 of 2 girls "envious" (or perhaps both... who knows...?) One of them I don't care so much about, because I understand fully if he still likes her... the other one should suck wind and die...

Or eat lemons and perish... I mean, which ever one works better...

~Metauru