Nov. 1, 2005 - Dammit, dammit, dammit...

I feel like saying "dammit", dammit...

Been over two weeks, so I'll shorten it all to one blog...

Finally realized how much of an idiot I was for breaking up with my b/f when both of us would end up with nothing... So... we're back... Besides, I was actually quite happy when I was with him (haven't said "quite happy" in a while...) Besides, strangely enough, when I gave him the news of the break-up, he actually seemed pissed...

That was strange for two reasons:

1) He didn't act like that when Melo broke up with him,

and

2) Most guys would be very happy in that situation because, after all, I am me...

Okay... event #2.

It was an average day (day after we broke up... oh yeah... very "average"...). I was writing in a note with a friend I always write notes with during algebra. He told me he was sorry about the breakup. The note thusly:

(RED= Friend; BLUE= ME)

He says you broke up. Sorry.

Why? You expected it anyway... in fact, I think you anticipated every second until it happened...

Yeah. what I'm sorry about is that it makes you sad and upset. Two things I don't like you to be. I figured it would happen because you two weren't "made" for each other.  How sad.

Not really, I guess... surprisingly, he's still talking to me...

Yep. I tried not to take a stand on it because of the "conflict of interest".

And what's that supposed to mean... -_-#

Your feelings and mine. Do you really want to know...?

Yah, kinda...-.-

I have a crush on someone involved.

Huh?

You.

WTF?*sweatdrop*

Yep.

Wow... O_o

A lot of stuff makes sense, huh?

(Dammit... there's a part 2...)