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Hello everyone. I’ve been reflecting recently on the past year and how crazy it has been. With the whole Vincent part of my year aside it’s still been crazy. Being able to operate in my call, getting a new job, my brother graduating and moving to Northgate. It’s just been a busy year; and then you add all of the Vincent stuff to it and it goes to a whole new level of crazy. Really if someone told me that they were engaged after a few months of courting I’d be nervous too. I’ve come to the conclusion that pretty much nobody in the world is going to understand Vincent and me. Man… I don’t even understand Vincent and me. It’s just one of those God things… yeah, people have been talking about how they are just perplexed by us, how we got together, and how fast we are taking certain aspects of our relationship. Really all I have to say to that is trust us. And if you cant trust us trust God. And if you can’t trust God… then who can you trust really? So yeah that’s a little word from me on the relationship front. Do with it what you will.

I had to staple on Monday so my weekend update was nonexistent. Don’t worry though I am back and I hope that in writing out my entire weekend I say something that is at least remotely entertaining… here goes nothing…

Friday: Friday was a chill day for real. I drove Rillo home (who had spent the night) then came back home and got ready to see Vincent. We decided that this Friday I would drive out to see him. I didn’t mind at all and he gave me directions so when I left I was cool. After about an hour and a half I got to his place, we went out to get food and came home (his home) to watch… I don’t remember what it’s called but it was funny. Then we went to see the oldest house in Kent where Vincent did his Eagle Scout project. After that we went for a walk and then got some stuff together to go to the drive in. I was super excited because I had never been to the drive in before.

Side Note: I could have gone to the drive in once with this boy named Andy. I was so excited! I was only 15 years old and he was 18 (yeah I had such great judgment back then I know). No guys had ever paid attention to me and he was good looking and popular. He asked if I wanted to go to the drive in with him and I said I had to ask my parents. Long story short they said no. When I asked why (you always have to ask why) my dad said, “I use to work in a drive in and I know what happens there!” So here I am a 15 year old girl never been kissed, never had a real boyfriend, never been on a date and my dad is saying no to possibly my first real boyfriend (or at least my first real date). I was traumatized and swore up and down that nothing would happen. To be honest I was insecure and wouldn’t know what to do or how to say no if he did put on the moves. So thank you dad for saying no… cuz yeah… my life could have taken a turn for the worse…

Back to Friday: The drive in wasn’t really all that great… at least the movies weren’t. And it didn’t help that both Vincent and I had about 3-5 hours of sleep the night before and had been up and active all day. Really the bottom line was we feel asleep. Yeah we missed both movies and woke up at the end credits of MI:3. So how was the drive in? Relaxing!

Saturday: I had nothing to do on Saturday… what did I do on Saturday? I think I just hung out, cleaned my room, made food for the week, watched a movie, went for a walk, studied my word and went to bed…

Sunday: Happy Fathers Day to all my Dads out there! Church was great! We honored Bishop, the kids choir sang, there was cake! It was just great. Then I hung out with Vincent and had lunch. Then it was off to spend time with my family! Really that was it!

Life is good. That’s all I can say. I wish people would get a hold of God to the degree that they could live the life I’m living now. Don’t get me wrong I still have worries, trials and pain but throughout all of that I still have joy and perfect peace. It’s easy to live life for yourself and live by your own rules; because when things come your way you don’t have to answer to anyone you just deal with it. But then what happens when you’re not happy with the outcome of your life? You have to blame yourself. But life is different when you give it up to God. Yes, there are times when you’re not happy with your life; but then you remember that you are suppose to “count it all joy” when you face trials and that God really has your end result in mind! Really life is good if you know how you’re supposed to live it. So if you’re not happy with you life; or you see my life and think that there is something wrong don’t come to me a complain. Go to the Heavenly Father who is the author and finisher of us all. You can read this and think that I’m just quoting religious mumbo jumbo but if you haven’t fully given yourself to Jesus you have no room to talk. Try Him and I promise you, you will be satisfied! Linz

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