I had a boyfriend for 2 weeks. It was like love at first sight, it was wonderful and perfect. For the first time in 4 years and 9 months, I was not single.  I had my crazytown - Butterfly romance. We were Bonnie and Clyde w/ a mix of Angelina nd Billy Bob.  Then we got into our first arguement on Wednesday night and he tried to hit me.  The relationship is over now and I am beyond sad, beyond upset.

Tuesday if you asked me about my relationship, I would of told you that it was amazing, that it had potential and that this could be the "one". 

When it came to this senario, I always had the answer that "if a man tried to hit me or did hit me, that the relationship would be done so fast and that I would not tolerate that kind of behavior and just cut him lose. So can someone tell me why everytime he calls I want to just pick up the phone and talk to him. He left a billion messages and he's sorry, he didn't know what happened and that he is not like that....

I can easily see how some women get caught up in an abusive relationships. 

I'm not going to lie, that past 48 hours have been really hard.  [the name Joey(the ex) will be replaced with Terd]

Terd and I had so much stuff planned. Stuff like when we were going to get married and having kids, buying a house, me going back to school, starting our own business. 

Today the tears have stopped flowing, at least for now.  I have to pick myself up and figure it all out, again...Where are all the good guys?

From the Bottom of my Broken Heart - Britney

Movie: Natural Born Killers