Yesterday started off pretty bad. I had an office party at work. I was knocking the drinks back having a really nice time with my co-workers, waiting for the cards with my cash bounus to get passed out, when I hear that my cell phone had a text message. If you read this blog, then I bet you can guess who it was. Yep, Russ. His question was so simple, yet so harsh. "Are you going to wash 12 years down the drain? I <3 U."   at that exact moment, I got all queasy in my stomach and ran to the bathroom. I was just about to be sick, when it hit me. I didn't waste 12 years, I was there sitting and waiting for him to get his act together. He had 2 kids in the process and I was there for him every step of the way.

So, no Russ, I did not let 12 years go down the drain, you did!!  I just want to be over this. I'm tired of writing about it, so as of right now! I'm DONE!

Last night was weird. I'm up trying to clean my apartment which looks like the Grinch attacked it, I have no decorations up yet. I suck so bad this year. When I get a text message from my friends. They were out celebrating another friends B'day. I was supposed to be there but I had to work and the party was in Jersy,  so of course I got the drunk call from Jay asking why I was not there and that is when Jay decides to tell me that I am "simply amazing" and "so beautiful".  After my day, hearing that was sweet, even though he was drunk.

I am so excited for 2007. I turn 30, and my little sis turns 25. We are both aquarians she is 1/25, me 2/12, so I decided to share my party in Vegas and turned it into a 25/30 party. And it is cool for her cause she is turning 25 on the 25th. The dates for the party are May 10-14 2007. Anyone and Everyone is invited. I have 2 missions for this party 1.) get my dream tattoo at Hart & Huntington 2.) be on a constant diet of JD. I'm so easy. I don't want any gifts or cards, just get your ass on the plane and celebrate with me.

Song: Grand Theft Autumn/Where is your boy -  Fall Out Boy

Movie: Nightmare Before Christmas