I am sick today. But I managed to get up, get dressed and drag my ass to work. I have no voice, and of course this would be the day that my phone is ringing off the hook all morning. One would think that the other person on the phone hearing my voice would take the time to be patient and try to listen better.... no, instead I've gotten irate(sp?) people. So F U! I just feel so awful. The room is just spinning. I feel like I am drunk.

The past week has been pretty good, so far. I am in a really romantic mood. I just got done listening to A7x's seize the day. I am so hooked to that song it is ridiculous.

There is this one line that is just eating me away:

"I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?"   

I just keep thinking of that over and over. Those words so simple, yet so strong. It is almost too much for my brain to comprehend. Those words are exactly what I am looking for in a relationship. Someone to hand me their mortal life and mine to them.

I, of course, am hanging on to my theory that my "soulmate" died at birth, cause no matter how hard I try, all the guys I have dated just do not "do it" for me. There is always something missing. I don't know what it is. I want a relationship where I can't help but write about it, something that just fills every part of me. I will not give up hope that my Prince Charming come, but until then ......

Song: Be my Escape -  Relient K

Movie: Pretty Woman