The funeral is tomorrow, nuff said on that subject. I always thought that I had bad weeks before this week, but this week takes the cake. I have been so loopy, my brain is so scattered.

I was supposed to go on a date with this HOT 21 year old on Saturday. Somehow my mother guilted me into not going with this : "Your in mourning, how can you go to a bar?"  Thanks Mom!!  So I spend most of Saturday listening to music, seeing how the TV just had no appeal. I kind of needed a night fueled with music. I didn't start to feel better until I listened to Drowning Pool - Bodies. It is amazing how music can just absorb you, comfort you. I'm the kind of person that listens to anything. The past few months I was on this soft, folky kick - like Jack Johnson, Ben Harper. Well that is offically over. I forgot how one song from Hatebreed (I will be heard)  can put my soul at ease.  Thanks Hatebreed.

This weekend I get to celebrate my best gf's Birthday. Joy is turning 22 (cough YEAH RIGHT cough).   She has a night of hip hop clubs she wants to hit. oh yes, i'm thrilled. Not that I mind hip hop, but in my mood as of now I'd rather not go, but whatever, I will be there.

Last night after work I decided to stop by my Gran's house to skate in her basement. My feet were jonzin to have my skateboard under them. As I mentioned above, I've been scatter brained. I am just not paying attention. I guess that is just not a good time to skateboard, cause one pop-shove it into my run, I fell and smacked my head super hard of the old 1920's concrete floor.  I just layed there for about 5 minutes before the pain began to give way and my vision came back. And yes, I look like a jackass today with a huge bruise on my head.

Song: Drowning Pool - Bodies

Movie: Grind