Feb. 9, 2006 - Pity Party, we all gotta have 'em sometimes

       Well, I broke up with John, again. I hate it when this happens. Everytime I go out with someone, everything's great at first. I love being around him, I really like him, but then....I start to feel awkward around him, I never want to hang out, and slowly but surely my feelings for him totally and completely dissolve. Me=bad relationships. I'm giving it a break, but watch, some guy will come around and I'll end up going out with him then the same thing will happen as it has to every single one of my......7 boyfriends. Yeah, 7 guys, 10 different relationships. In two years. I'm pretty pathetic, huh?