i guess i'm starting up some of my bad habits again. i know i shouldn't have but i do things because i feel like it, not because i have to. i've been cig free for about 2 months but then yesterday after break i told the dude that works with me i needed a smoke. he's like saying no and not for me to start and i'm saying hey it's coo i'm not gonna let it control me. so thats how it started. i had a couple of emergency sticks in my backpack from when i stopped. i kept it in there just in case i needed them and also as a reminder to test my will-power. lolz.. guess my body has been clean for awhile cause it got me just a little light-headed. anyways that was the first one. we went out to my fav mexican cafe "taqueria morelia" for lunch. this is on the east side of town where everyone that works there speaks very little english. needless to say i always stick out cause i'm prolly the only asian that ever goes in there. lolz. the food is ok.. nothing special... i only go there cause of the atmosphere. i love out of the way places where it makes me feel that i'm out of my environment for awhile. met up with my homeboy frankie and dragged along 3 of the dudes from the warehouse. had a pretty nice lunch, afterwards one of the guys offer me a cigarello. dude that was pretty tasty! it was dipped in a sweet kinda liquid that made it taste and smell really good. hahaha... 2 smokes in one day. anyways.. no worries, i aint gonna start again, its just a phase... hopefully?
after work they wanted to go to happy hour but i was just so damned tired so went back to the crib. i took some meat outta the freezer and decided to take a nap for a coupla hours til it melted. ate me some dessert i bought from the asian cafe.. some kind of tapioca in coconut milk with red beans... pretty tasty considering thats not what i wanted. lol. well i took a nap about 6 PM and didnt wake up til 3 AM! since i had to go back to work at 6 AM i went right back to sleep. that's the most sleep i've gotten in a long time. i should feel refreshed but want to go back to bed! lolz. well i was overdue for some decent sleep so dont feel as bad as i should.
aight thats all for the moment cause i gotta start doing some work now. well maybe after eating the big-assed breakfast taco my co-worker bought for us. lolz. take cares everyone and have a wonderful saturday. peace...
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