today was an interesting day for me cause i ran into an old friend from japan online whom i haven't chatted with for a couple of years. she had a new user name and mines is basically still the same one i've been using for 5 years so she recognized it. back in the day we used to chat for hours everyday and she was really such a good friend. since then i had been moving around so often that we we both kinda lost touch of each and went our separate ways. she was one of the sweetest girls i've ever known but always had bad luck in choosing bf's. she showed me her current bf and i was really surprised cause he's not the type that she would've chosen in the past. i guess she's gotten wiser and i hope things work out well for her. i've been clean shaven for awhile and i think its what kept me in my blah mood as well. i think i was trying to be someone that i really wasn't, so as the beard is growing so has also a little bit of the old badboy in me. i've been exercising like crazy recently and been hanging out with some of my homeboys during lunch again. it feels kinda good to go out and abouts. maybe this is a phase, who knows. its just been awhile since i've been feeling a little bit like the old me again. anyways.. i'm gonna cruise so laterz everyone and take cares.
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