welcome back everyone... happy new year! well i haven't had much to say as of late, just been downloading music videos and chillin. thanks to Jocelyn, i finally watched the japanese horror flick called "audition". it wasnt quite as gross as i thought but all in all was a pretty good movie. jap movies does a good job of creeping you out and this one was no exception. i felt sorry for the main character... he was just trying to find a talented, kind, and simple woman to marry. i really don't think he deserved the fate he was given. the actress who played the woman of his affections played the role so perfectly. she was so innocent looking and soft spoken. it was quite alarming when it was revealed how evil she was. oh well.. thats all i'm gonna say so if you wanna know more, you're gonna have to rent the movie.

 i watched another new movie called "just friends". it started off pretty interesting... a fat kid who's in love with his beautiful best friend. he gets humiliated on the last night of high school and runs away and promises to make something of himself to get revenge for being rediculed by everyone. flashback to the future and the fat kid has lost all of his weight and becomes a very successful record producer. somehow a twist of fate makes him end up back in his hometown and finally being re-united with his ex-best friend. the movie kind of loses it during his attempts at making his best friend fall in love with him. overall i thought the movie was a mess and i was really hoping for an old fashioned love story.

 well for the upcoming new year i've decided to make some changes in my life. trying to distance myself from people who i know might get me in trouble and just trying to be a better person overall. i've pretty much isolated myself to my own little island where i can daydream and spend time on self reflection. yeah  Jocelyn, i'm buying myself another skateboard and will prolly be spending alot of time perfecting my skills again. so you better practice also and maybe we'll run into each other at a skatepark somewhere. lol. lena... thanks for being a special friend and there will always be room on my little island for you. there we will always stay warm and be far away from the cares of the real world. karen... the real karen, what can i say but thanks for making me a stronger person. you give me inspiration for helping me become a better person. sokhom... i hope you find happiness and someone who can appreciate you for being the special woman that you are. you have taught me so much about being a more spiritual person. alexandra.... what can i say that hasn't been all said before. i'm so thankful that i have so many good friends and hope that i can continue to be a good friend to each and everyone of you.

 take care everyone and best wishes for the new year.