it's 2 AM and i haven't had dinner nor even showered yet. i had a reallllll longgggg chat session with a friend about my recent breakup. it always helps to have another female's point of view in these matters. i know i've been trying to play it off these past few days and telling my homeboy i wasn't engaged anymore when he asked me left my stomache all up in knots. when my boss asked me "how she's doing" i just have to pretend and say "she's doing fine" and quickly change the subject. damnz i'm so freakin tired that i think i'm gonna drug myself up with night time cold medicine again. i'm gonna pay for it tomorrow when i have to try and drag my ass out of bed at 6 AM. lol. sorry for being so grumpy but i'm hungry, cold, and tired. happy fawking holidays to me. bleh~

 nite nite all... peace