well my week just keeps on getting better. lol. talked to one of my homegirls and she kinda dropped the bomb on me. she's the one that's been telling me all along that me being in love with a chick from overseas wasn't gonna work out. we've been cool and talk with each other a couple of times a night and so after she found out that i was dumped again guess started trying to put the moves on me. how do i know this... well her telling me that she's in love with me is a pretty good indication that i'm being put the moves on. like i said.. we've only just been cool friends cause she's really not my type. lets say she's kinda promiscuous. i know that you shouldn't judge a person by how many relationships they've had but i'm the type of person that really doesnt date alot and the relationships i have had i was in for a long time. it seems that the atmosphere here in the states is for casual sex and stuff. call me old school but i like getting to know a person first before we even go in that direction. i love romance. long walks holding hands, late night talks, hugging and kissing. this kicking it with someone where you just met at a club or one nighters just aint my thing.

 anyways she tells me she's been in love with me for awhile but never wanted to cross the line cause i had a gf. now that i'm single again she wants to know if i can see myself having a future with her. honestly... she just slept with another dude last weekend... so i had to try and be nice telling her that we were two different types of people. i'm at that age where i wanna be settling down. maybe i'm sick in the head for turning her down. i mean she's good looking and got a great personality but i really need someone that i won't have to worry about is gonna be cheating on me when a dude puts the moves on her.

 i'm so missing Europe so much again that i think i'm gonna be planning a trip to Bucharest or Prague in the spring. my dream is to go to Russia though. i even signed up for a Russian dating service a couple of years ago. i have no idea why but i've been attracted to that country for a long time. i guess i'm just a sucker for european accents. lol. i'll keep you all posted as soon as i decide what to do.

 take care and have a wonderful day....