i started off writing that this was going to be my last entry but i think i still have lots to write about in the coming months. life is so strange. whenever you think there is eternal misery, it throws a moment of happiness in your direction. whenever you think you have finally found happiness, you find that life is just playing a cruel joke.

 for all of you guys that have been keeping up with my life... i was engaged for a month. now its over. just like that. monday i was in love and loved. friday i am all alone again. i think you can never be forgiven for your past sins. and i have surely sinned alot. i think that once you have sinned that you owe darkness a huge debt that you might never be able to repay. today was a bad day but also a good one at the same time. i was re-united with a very long lost friend that i havent seen for about a year. how ironic that this should coincide with the loss i am feeling now.

 i just wrote something profound when chatting with my long lost friend....

asian***********: its so confusing
asian***********: i'm not good at puzzles
asian***********: and life is like a huge puzzle
asian***********: always trying to figure out how it all fits
asian***********: perhaps life is a puzzle with no solution

have a wonderful day everyone.

ciao