bleh~ i'm really frustrated today. baby called me up this morning which was a really nice surprise but it was wayyyyyy too short. i kinda took my sweet time getting ready to work even though i had set my alarm to wake me up 10 minutes earlier. as the days are getting shorter and its getting a little bit colder, i find myself not caring what time i get to work. i think i'm getting a pretty bad case of job burnout. i've been putting wayyyyyyy too many hours at the lab and my time there is pretty much non-stop work for 10 hours a day. i've been going full steam like this for 6 months now and i think its finally catching up with me.  to make matters worse the stupid phonecard is ripping me off!! i tried to connect at least 15 times calling my baby but couldnt get through and each time i tried i was being charged for it. i never complained before in my life but am gonna call up the phonecard company and raise a little hell. i think as my beard is growing i'm getting a little bit of the old thug attitude again. lol. maybe i should shave it off and try to make myself "nicer" again. lol. oh wells, enough with the *****in and time for me to get back to work. the new dude has been absent for 2 days now and the workload has been really getting ridiculous. aint gonna try and sweat it cause management knows we're 2 headcount down.

 kisses for my baby and take cares for everyone else.