bleh~ ....its 7:30 on a saturday morning and i managed to drag my butt to work somehow....even though i'm 30 mins late, i dont give a damn. lolz. my head hurts, my stomache hurts, and i dont even know why but my legs hurt also. i am sooo freakin cold and had to put a hoody pull-over on with my beanie. the lab is kept at a freakin 70° which is alright for the summer but in the winter it feels like 50° in here. even my freakin bones feels cold. driving on the way to work i had a dejavu that i was driving to kansas. man i cant believe its been almost a year since i've been there cause it seems like it was in another lifetime. chatted with baby last night for what seem like a long time. my concept for time was kinda screwed up cause i was kinda drunk. not too drunk where i cant remember what i said cause i can remember it all perfectly well.

 white, yellow, and red. the color of my wedding. wow. i'm glad it wasnt a wonderful dream. only 4 short months away. gosh i really can't wait. i love you dearest. there... i had to say it again.

 i'm gonna watch the championship game today between UT and Colorado, then USC and UCLA. its gonna be an awesome football day! life for me lately is just so good, and i owe it all to my darling girlfriend. sigh... sneaking a million kisses and hugs. lol

 have a wonderful day everyone and peace out.